Sometime, I ask myself what I done before that? I think a while. This is the quit difficult question for me. Maybe I’m not the perfect person, but I will put my full effort and commitment when I doing the task or assignment.
“That is not enough!!!” a voice said beside me. I afraid that what the mean of not enough? My effort is not enough or I failure on some aspect? I don’t know.
Even though you pay the full attention and commitment on some thing, the result may be unexpected. We can’t expect all the people’s mind is consistence with you because you are not attractive and grateful for everyone. This is not meant you are failure. I always was thinking like that.
I hate a person who is flatter oneself and take some idea become their idea. Make some people effort become their effort and perform. I think I will become crazy. I can’t accept all like this. I want jump out from the prison. I want leaving the materialistic and untruthful world. A crazy laugh, complicated relationship, crowded city…
I hate, I hate at all!!